yessah. MST's officially over for me.
awesome shitballz.

CB paper (consumer behaviour) tday = heart attack die already.
i'd be glad to just get a pass.
hate to say it but although Rajan's lessons were very relaxed and fun,
& the donuts+cheese+soup tulang+etcetc were awesome-ism
i realised i haven't really learnt much.
time to make up for it.

bah. din get to watch Dance Subaru in the end cus of time constraints + various reasons.
came to realize some stuff that clarified and made my assumption even more true,
which also made me feel even gloomier.

Now that MSTs are over, time to worry about stupid DMA and the Fujitsu ad.
I can't wait for dance to resume.


i suddenly have a yearn for old friends/classmates reunions.

Labels: gloom

i feel so sad for myself that i don't know whether i cry for myself or i cry because i'm down.

Law paper in 12 hrs time.
I don't know how the stuff's gonna get into my head like this.
Awesome ballz.

Labels: sad

at this age and time, things are moving so fast.
we are all so busy and caught up with things we believe are important,
we don't stop to think;
what is it i'm doing?
why is it like that?
where is the love?

sometimes i wished i could just stay a young kid. being mature is just a pain in the ass.
so many things is happening around and about, so much so that sometimes i don't know what is happening anymore. i don't know what i'm doing anymore. i lost my 'dreams'. i lost my 'aims'. i lost the love for things i use to yearn/aim for. it's like as if im just living each day aimlessly.

sometimes i wished i was like, snow white or something. happily ever after. & im not talking about prince charming. im trying to say the 7 dwarfs part. (i can't think of any other better examples)
if you could actually find 7 true blue real friends that stick with you throughout and be there for you for whatever and whenever, who will listen to whatever rants or chats, who will not doubt you at all, who will not forsake you for anything else, who will support you fully,
i respect and envy you.





hah.



sometimes it feels like the world is so unreal,
so. superficial.

Labels: friend, lone, where is the love

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Apparently, i've been dead lazy to do anything about my blog and its been dead for veryyyyy xxxxxx long.
Therefore im back to update. hah!

I am SUPER too lazy to type alot, plus i plan to finish studying OM by tday,
SO. i jus gona put pics.

5 June (friday) :
Last day of the term - o4's Soup Tulang(bone marrow) session with Rajan!
Felt bad that he payed for everything. =|


4 June (thursday) :
Monsters VS. Aliens 3D movie with o4.



1 June (Monday) :
My 18th birthday. im legal, yay!
Thanks...
o4 for the celebration! & esp to ven for choosing the awesome RoadDawgs cap (i will upload pic..soon)!
and paiseh i din go for lecture and spoil yall's awesome plan to show the slides with the SUPER UNGLAM pics of me and then get the whole lecture to sing for me. :D

& to my mom and dad who organise evrything for me so that i get to celebrate my 18th birthday with all my relatives & cousins straight after i rush home from camp. (:

& to evryone who wished me. (:



29 - 31 May (Friday - Sunday) :
SDZ orientation camp.
Lots of ups and downs luh basically.
Felt that it wasnt as good as our year's.
But good job nonetheless. (:

23 May (Saturday) :
HS Anniversary outing @ Sentosa.
was afraid that i would be extra but it was okay. haha.
but kinda disappointing at the turn up rate.
no choice bah.
15 May (Friday) :
Cheese tasting session during lesson with Rajan.
Eye-opening lesson into cheese. haha!



12 May (Tuesday) :
OM's epic Egg Experiment



6 May (Wednesday) :
When Hiphop and Modern session clashes.
Good job kk, lulu, shermain & aug. got potential got potential.


2 May (Saturday) :
K.O. Night Auditions.

25 - 26 April (Saturday & Sunday) :
SDZ prep camp for orientation.




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AND after all those mass updates,
time for me to go and study.
it took me 1 hr+ on this post.
holy shitz.

OM paper next Monday
LSC next Wed
ConB next Thurs

Oh and WELCOME ALL SDZ JRs! (:

Labels: mass update

My Personality

Neuroticism	36
Extraversion	22
Openness to Experience	24
Agreeableness	58
Conscientiousness	40

You do not experience strong, irresistible cravings and consequently do not find yourself tempted to overindulge, however you are not generally self conscious about yourself. You tend not to talk much and prefer to let others control the activities of groups. You prefer dealing with either people or things rather than ideas. You regard intellectual exercises as a waste of your time. You dislike confrontations and are perfectly willing to compromise or to deny your own needs in order to get along with others, however you are not affected strongly by human suffering, priding yourself on making objective judgments based on reason. You are more concerned with truth and impartial justice than with mercy. You take your time when making decisions and will deliberate on all the possible consequences and alternatives.

poll maker jewelry

Labels: sigh

sch has started & is also partially the reason why i havent been blogging. (again)

MMR, DMA.
im worried for my DMA Tiramisu trailer thingy. *headache*

speaking of which...
there seems to be an 'emo wave' going around.
i think the wave reached me ytd.
was rather upset n irritated by some stuff.
n then, i jus learnt abt some other stuff an hr ago, that made me feel rather sadded also.

sigh,
shitballz.

Labels: emo period

changed blog song!
super nice song !
a new single by Keri Hilson in collaboration with Kanye West n Ne-yo. Knock You Down.



SUPER NICE RIGHT?
:D


i packed my room before school reopen! =D


OH OH OH.
MY SHOE COME LIAO!


it came ytd evening!
heh heh heh. so happy :DDD

Labels: keri hilson, knock you down, new shoe